Asleep

Tonight, I can't even get asleep...
All I do is keep thinking of him.
Whatever he does, whenever he is...
My heart is bouncing, and it's painful.
Why do I remain like this...
I feel like I would do anything, just to get him by my side...now...
Still it is, I can't stay on this path.
Inside I'm killing myself, as a destruction...
I wish I could be free of my own one day...
There I am, alone and I miss him so...